Cashier

It's been more than a week taht I have had this job as a cashier for my uncle's promotion. The promotion is, at last coming to an end, next Monday. It's no fun at all being a cashier. Especially when it's in a promotion like this, where customers keep turning up like everything's free. It's good for the business, baaad... for the back! Standing in front of the counter daily is really not easy. Well it's not really from 10 to 10, we can sit during the off peak hours, but now and then there would be someone showing up wanting to pay. During peak hours, huh...., needless to say, the chair is just there to block my way.

Besides standing, there is always the stress of punching the wrong digits, doing the wrong thing and it doesn't help that everynight, I only get to sleep for only about 5 hours. (Go out yum cha, haha, lolijin lah) Then during the late evening, I'll be so blur, I'd not know what I'm doing. Looking at the customer, holding his money, still thinking what I'm up to.

Anyway, I've discovered another fun thing to do, besides googling at girls lah, that is to make the customers feel nervous hahaha, never fails. After paying, when they are trying to keep the change and receipts, what I do is just hold up the plastic bag, containing their goods, and they'd speed up shuffing everything quickly like I'm trying to shoo them away. Muahaha.... Need to continue this later... got to go take a shower then go out again... hahaha. Tomorrow still need to wake at 7.30am. (No hope!)

I PASSED!!!!

Yes, I've passed my finals... Now no more worrying. Continue with my work, then wait for attachment, then wait to go to England. Hey, wait, I've still got my vista apartment to worry about. Anyway, that is just a small problem at the moment.

Actually, I knew I passed my finals a few days ago. Thanks to our lovely Ginn. She got my results for me. If not, I'll have to worry for a few more days. Anyway, Ginn got higher marks than me!!

Today

Hmmm.. the second day working... Today is the day when the exhibition or sales officially started. I, was given the job as a cashier. So all day, I have to punch the right figures into the cash register or I'll get my ass kicked. Today's sales was not bad, I think... Don't really know, cause I've not much experience doing business.
But I know I'm damn tired now...

Whole day punching numbers, taking money, googling at pretty babes.... O0O muhahaha... great thing about working in shopping complex....!!!! Anyway... I think I better go. Need to take my shower and makan dinner!

First day of work

First day of work today... from 12 till just now... Working for my uncle in Ampang Point. Really tired now after a day of doing hard work... However I still prefer doing hard work than rotting at home. Results have been postponed!!! Made me worried for nothing!!! I think everyone would have the same thought as I did. All the worrying, and being afraid for nothing. But still, I'd like to know my results earlier just so I can prepare if... the worst happened.

Anyway, I'll be working in the exibition selling baby stuff untill 2nd of May. Just before my attachment on the 9th. After that, well... that I'll think about later. Hope to get another job, so that I won't rot again. This is what happens when you have no money to go for vacations... Anyway, I've to take my shower now. Haven't have my dinner yet. Going out after taking my shower. Ok.. update another day.... Cheers!

Worry...

The time to worry about the great finals has past. Now comes the time to worry about the great results. It's going to be out on Monday and it is this results that determine whether I get to continue in Scotland or... no I can't... I can't bear thinking of the other option. Funny isn't it, about life I mean, the whole life we have to worry. Worry about surviving, worry about our love ones, worry about relationships, worry about family, worry about death, worry about this , worry about that. Well the list is non-exhaustive. And finally, we die regretting that we've spent the whole time worrying. Well since the problem is right in front of our face, we should be able to solve it right? So stop worrying... But can we?
Especially in this competitive era, everything is about being the best. You want a better life, you'll have to be better than everyone. But of course, luck plays a part; an important part actually, which I'm sad to say, I've never had much. Some people are just born lucky, everything goes their way. Hmmm... maybe these people don't have to worry so much. Too bad, I'm not in this class of people.

Why do we need to worry? I really can't understand. Like a friend of mine once told me, “Why do you worry? Worrying doesn’t prevent the bad thing from happening.” Yes, I know this is true. But it didn’t stop me from worrying! Maybe worrying, prepares a person for the worst. So that he/she doesn’t perceive the threat of the shocking news only at the instant of receiving it. Just like if…. if… *sweat* tomorrow’s results are devastating….. Arrrgghhh… *tachycardia, hyperventilation, hyperperfusion* I’m really praying HARD that it’s going to be fine!

Should learn how to conquer and control my fears and worries…

I've fallen part 3

The angel finally decided to leave,
Without a trace she’s gone,
Leaving me still in the dark,
Grieving over what has been done.

Tired I am of chasing,
Tired I am of climbing up again,
Maybe I’ll just stay here,
And never walk again…


*It’s never whether a relationship will work for the two person, but always whether the two person wants the relationship to work or not*

Convo Mag

Hahh... finally the convo mag is done... well at least it's burnt onto cds and ready to be sent to print. Another thing off my back and I'm very sure off Ginn's back. Now that everything is done, I have to wait for the 6 days attachment to come. Mine falls on the 9th to 13th of May. Get to go to HUKM and SMC to do the cases. HUKM pharmacists are nice to talk to. Maybe because they are from IMU previously that's why. Anyway, it's really fun to do the clinical orientation in hospitals, putting aside the extreme tiredness at the end of the day. Going to wards, checking on patient's condition, checking on patient's treatment plan and creating a pharmaceutical plan is really interesting. This practical session really beats the theory we've been reading so much about, a thousand times!

Anyway that would still be in May. Anyway tomorrow night is when IMU Ball is held. Hope it would be great! It should! Cause it cost me a fortune, this Ball!

Post exams

Hmmm.... Exams are over, results and attachment to come. Not as exciting as I expected. Now that I'm free, I'm really free that it's getting bored. All my friends are either working or back in their hometowns on holiday. This really $@(<$! Even though I hated the stressful days before the exams, at least I had something to do each day. Now, urgghhh.... no one to go out with, no money to go places, EL's busy, etc, etc... Should go get something to do, but what? hmmm... All my hobbies are expensive, maybe I should make up a new hobby. Collecting mushrooms and moulds should be great since they'd be growing on me in no time!

Mental note: *STOP WHINING!!! PLAN SOMETHING!!!*

Finally free!!!

YES!! YES!! I'm finally free again. After three weeks restricted to the library and vista B, I'm finally out again. Muahahahaha..... The last paper was actually on Thursday. So, why only blog now? Cause, on Thursday, I was too busy going out hehe... Then on Friday I didn't go to the Uni and didn't went online. Therefore it waited till today.

Muahahaha... I finally get to do what I want... hahaha... ummm... wait... actually not really... hmm... still got the convo mag project to complete... Gotta complete it before Ginn chop my head off and serve in on a platter. Then there's the clinical attachment to attend, and the IMU Ball next week. Gotta prepare for it. So, I'm still not totally free yet, BUT STILL, it's far better than being locked up in the library and the room in the tower eating my module notes. Furthermore, they taste bad.

Got out with a few "long lost" friends these few days. Went 'yum cha' and updated myself with what's happening, and mostly talked alot of C. Really haven't had a laugh in a long time and have nearly forgotten how to do it. Nearly choked myself laughing.

EL seems to be enjoying herself in MLK. She's quite busy too, I guess. Hope she'd have some time for me.

Anyways, as a conclusion, it feels DAMN good to be able to breath again. Muahahaha... *choke* *choke* *cough* *cough*.